When You speak.

I went to church for the first time tonight in a long, long, long time. Nothing really stood out to me as far as the message goes. But there was this one song that got to me. I cried a little bit. My heart has been very hard for the past few months.

When You stand, the tall trees and mountains bow
When You speak, the fiercest of oceans is still
And I see the sinner seek devotion
The lost become chosen
And I fall to my knees

All these faces come and go.

Dannica moves back in to BIOLA on Sunday. Scott moves back in to Gammy's on Sunday as well. Amanda moves in to CSUDH next Wednesday. Breanna is moving to LA in September to go to Bible school. At least Jacob is home. I'm looking forward to spending more time with him.

I'm so tired of working 6 days a week.

I can't even remember the last time I just sat in my room and read my Bible. I can't remember the last time I went to church. I think I've gotten into the habit of taking on the world, and haven't had any good alone time with God to give it all to Him.

I've been constantly busy for the past few weeks. I just know I'm going to get a really bad cold soon. It always happens.

I want to go back to school, but I don't have time or money to.

"I, I, I, I, I, I..."

Hey God, could you take this one? I'm done trying to figure things out on my own, and I'm overwhelmed.

I complain too much.

Last week (after receiving a $12 check for the previous week from the salon) was my best week yet.


I think God likes to show me what He can do when I'm getting really discouraged. The ups and downs of being in this business are helping me to trust Him more with my finances.